|| angry, depressed, unhappy
Sometimes I wonder why. Why bad thinga happen to good people. Why for every good thing that happens something bad must. Why good people die, while all the bad ones get to live long and happy lives.
In July 2004, my uncle was shot and killed in Guyana, and I am never going to be over that. What's worse, is that the man that killed him, will never be brought to justice here on Earth. It pains me to know that someone I loved that much, was taken from this world without a second thought. Did that killer, murderer, not realize what he was doing? That he was killing a son, a brother, a father, an uncle, a cousin, and so much more?
And now, a little over a year later, another person is dead at the hands of a murderer who most likely won't be caught, and I feel like it's happening all over again. So why? Why him? He was a good man. He didn't do anything. He had kids, he had a family. Why did this have to happen to him. Why can't the punish the person that did this?
It sickens me, to know that this is the world we live in. Where there is no justice for the good. Where there is no peace. Where no one seems to understand the concept of family. It's painful, to think of another family going through what mine went through such a short time ago, and my prayers are with them. It's so... hard, to even fathom that this is happening, because it wasn't supposed to. It wasn't. Things like this shouldn't happen, but they do and there's nothing I can do about it. And that's what pains me the most: that no matter how much I want to, I can't move on, I can't forgive, I can't forget, and most importantly, I can't have them back. They won't come back to comfort their families, or to tell the world who the killers are. And I don't think I can deal with that.
And I just wonder why.